Secure Video Appointments Available Book Now

Acts of Kindness

The Boy in the Window

January 2022
— Reading Time: 2 minutes

Every day I set out on my walk around the block. I love to walk but I am also conscious these days that I need to walk. My fitness, for the life I lead, and my sense of wellbeing rely upon me keeping moving.

My daughters gifted me a fitbit last Christmas, and my modest goal is at least 10,000 steps each day. Sometimes I am adventurous and walk and discover new things to look at in my neighbourhood. (I have this quaint idea of myself as an urban rambler). More usually, I have a few set ways between which I alternate. This enables me to free my mind to dream, knowing I will make it back home in due course – rather like the horse that drew my Grandfather’s cart finding its way back home after his jaunt to the pub!

On one walk I pass a house that faces the street, its windows  hung with sheer lace curtains.  At one particular window the curtain is hitched up which allows me  a clear view of a boy sitting ensconced behind his ipad. I have seen this boy, when we are out of lockdown, being pushed by his carer in a wheelchair. I usually greet them – him first actually, because his face as he sits  in the wheelchair comes into my sight first –  and then  his carer as my eyes rise. I am not sure if he recognises me or is verbal at all because he doesn’t respond, except for a widening of his eyes.

Some days he happens to look up from the ipad when I pass. I wave to him and smile (with my mask down for him to see me better). He doesn’t react.

I have trained myself to give without expectations as a principle in my life, to avoid the blurring of my gift with the obligation of reciprocation. I remind myself that contributing, being of benefit, is part of my personal code. 

Today, as I passed, we went through our routine: he was looking at his ipad, he glanced up, I waved – he waved back! I stopped completely still. I felt struck by the generosity of his gift. Freely given, it was like the sun had illuminated my day. 

Print-friendly version
Previous Next